Hi, I'm alive. Kind of. Okay so basically 3 months ago I helped to open a restaurant and its been so busy and crazy and hectic and out of control that I only lived and breathed for the restaurant. Dramatic but true. Like I never saw my family, friends outside of work and I stopped doing the things that I loved. I met a nice guy but he was 31 and scared me away because he was so nice. Then I started sleeping with one of my coworkers and fell in love with him and had him shatter my heart into ten billion pieces. That actually happened 3 weeks ago. And now I have to see him at work constantly, but I'm doing well. I've lost about 20 pounds which is crazy like I can't even believe it. I don't know if it was from being at work constantly and not eating crap and candy anymore or what the deal is but it works for me! And I've started drinking. But I'm on track to getting my life back together I promise, ish. I've just started talking to someone new and he's super super super amazing. I'm skeptical because of the last guy but here we go! Maybe it's a little early but it's really nice. I'm struggling in school of course. I'm making amazing money at work. And I have a lot of fun things planned for the future. Ashley and I are going to see Sam Hunt in Vegas in 2 months. My cousin is having a baby!!! Oh my god I'm so excited. Her baby shower is in 2 weeks. But anyways I'm gonna make a post maybe tomorrow? Or Thursday on some personal things. MmmMmm I need to make a blog post about my surgery now that I'm almost 2 years post op. Ahhh! Anyways. Yeah. Sorry I suck. Oh and one of the other reasons I wasn't posting was because my hard drive on my laptop crashed. Back in I believe June? Well it didn't crash. Apple's test to see how it was running didn't finish so it said my computer was crashed but it was actually fine! So I got my laptop back :)) |
| This was a 8.5 mile hike I did while super duper hungover :) |
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| This was after a party of 25 for a man's surprise 75th birthday party at work |
